definitely not what i had in mind.
but it'll have to do.
thank you.
i cried my piece.
and now i'm fine.

i must say.
the friendships i've forged in aj are indeed unexpected.
remarkable the fact that its only been a month.
surprisingly it wasnt the usual people that comforted me best.
some didnt even try or bother.
it was the fresh ones that got me moved.
not only the J1s but even the J2s.
well i might seriously reconsider.
this is what i see amidst adversity.


i'll be waiting patiently.
till you come back.
yea i'm telling you i'll wait.
hope you realise before you're too long gone.
they'd tell you you're not alone.


on the way down
i saw you and you saved me from myself
and i wont forget the way you loved me.

perfection at 12:04 AM